A unique present

Well u done done with nineteen and i bet you'll miss it,

you tried to be cute but you're so hot that i melted,

i fell right there for you, so now its my turn...

before the countdown runs out i'll be given you my best-est

and nothings gonna stop me but divine intervention,

i reckon its time to wish you a happy twentieth birthday...

so i wont hesitate no more,

here goes, happy birthday

Esther~!!!

well open up your heart and stay bubbly,

open up your eyes and damn you're hot,

look into your heart and you'll find love love love love...

listen to the people around they all missed you,

they're all your family

and its your godforsaken right for you to be missed missed missed missed...

A song written by a friend which goes with the tune "I'm yours by Jason Mraz"

Thank you:)

Pre-birthday

Celebrated my pre -20th birthday or should i say celebrating the last few days of being 19 with my ex housemates and friends! they are awesome! we had lunch at a very cozy cafe(the three monkeys!) and had a cheese pudding like birthday cake! Thank you girls for celebrating it with me:) really appreciate it!

later at night went over to my ex house and had dinner with Connie! she made us steam sweet corn and corn with pork! i made vege with mushroom and beef! Havent had so much food in a day since coming back to brisbane! :)

Because as you grow older, surprises or how grand your birthday party was doesnt matter anymore. It was about the ones who took the time and effort to spend and make me feel loved on this beautiful day!

University Life

Without them uni life would be dull and boring..

Thank you for being a part of this chapter of life,I love you both!

I can do this

Wow last week sure did zoom pass. Not really but now that is sunday, looking back time did fly pass.the following weeks are just gonna be beautiful,interesting and fun. I checked the calendar and yes im going to melbourne in exactly 17 days! that is less than three weeks!! Cant Wait and seriously i dont know what to expect!

Today wasnt exactly great coz i spent 2 hours of my day just walking...Long story cut short, i have blisters all over my feet now:( Buy me a car someone. No seriously! but maybe its punishment for having too many biscuits yesterday so hopefully the fat has all been burnt off!

The coming week is suppose to be a killer with one assignment due and 3 exercises due! i need to get work done..but somehow im addicted to boys over flowers.Korean version. The main actor is sooooooo handsome i smile thinking of the romantic-ness while walking to and from uni. I know! i must be insane! All of you go watch!!:)

I cant wait till next week.I think im back to my old self.Counting down to being twenty. Saying good bye to "teen" in my age must be exciting.So i think im gonna do something extraordinary this week just to make a perfect ending to it.HAHA

Okays too much crap. Have a great week. Hope this made u smile somehow or another.

I miss them:(

Really mehhh?

Alot of people thinks i gained quite a fair bit of weight and havent shed off those weight after coming to australia?? yes mehhhh? but i eat so much lesser now...and im already trying to loose weight:(

Lets see....ill put up a before and after picture...

this was when i first came back to brisbane..i think the next day..

and this was taken this morning(3 weeks later)

still very chubby meh:(

WHY?

WHY did YOU have to choose IT over ME?

coz this pain i feel it wont go away:(

Happy birthday daddy!

Blessed birthday daddy! Like always..because we are all in different parts of the world, we celebrated daddy's birthday with technology.Grace over the phone and me over skype:)

Have a great one daddy! I LOVE YOU

Its been a dream.....

So i promised to blog more often but sometimes i think of something to blog about and then when i really have the time or passion to blog, the things i want to blog about just fade away. Today i shall share with you what i figured out just simply by getting up from the chair and walking to the toilet.i know such a weird random nonsense. but this is just not something random.its my dream, my goal in life.I think 2010 is such a good year.SERIOUSLY! i mean its not like the year has ended but 2009 was just a year with lots of readjustments and testing how strong i can actually be.

The thing is this: NUMBER ONE! i think i want to change my major.

i think its always been my passion.I was close yet still not quite there.I wanted to major in nutrition and dietetics.It all started from watching a hong kong drama about a group of medical doctors going to africa t help the people there.and there was this nutritionist measuring the waist of the kids.that inspired me.It takes 4 years and there didnt seem to be any future and the education fee is crazy.i wanted something like 2+2 but there wasnt any offered..its either you finish it in malaysia or somewhere else.so fine! i refined my ambition to food science and nutrition.I wanted to major in nutrition but it was a half year longer.and i couldnt stand life in Brisbane so food science was my option.

My point is..i might consider going back to majoring in nutrition. I think my tall and slim nutrition lecture brought the passion alive.She is so pretty! (really..nutritionists are pretty:) )

The next thing i want to achieve is to be an air stewardess. Ive told mummy this all the while but she thinks its not a very good idea.but i want to make this something i achieve somewhere in my life. But of course not after i graduate.that would be a whole waste of money doing what im suppose to be doing in australia now.

So ive achieved climbing broga hill. I will achieve all this someday and i will achieve staying 10 months in Australia. Im actually starting to like the place-which im thankful:)

I know that was a whole boring post as my sister would say so im gonna show u how my new room looks like:)

Till more random stories:)

im happy but its gonna be a long wait:/

I bought my ticket back to Malaysia already!!!! :)

but its for the 21st of november! time to start the countdown!

Before i came back to Brisbane, mummy and daddy said cannot come back in July but last night they said i could! but most likely not..the tickets are expensive this time round plus i want to make the beginning of the 2nd decade of my life a one with achieved challenges!

At least by the end of it i can proudly say i survived 10 months in australia :)

time to do some work and im goofing around..somehow my page always lands on Facebook! sighhhh

somehow, miraculously i pray for time at the speed of light

not my day:(

Im wondering why do i always have weird emo posts when im in australia..sigh:( today is just not my day. Well it started last night from facebook. Had that big "im not happy about what you did and you didnt tell me and you say sorry while playing game" drama with the boyfren. Im still not okay with what he did but oh wells, nothing i can do about it. Anyways its that time of the month and its a painful one. dont know how im going to church later with this excruciating pain! but thank god no classes tmr so i can rest whenever i like...

If only life was like being in a playpen

Rain rain please go away:(

Its been raining ever since i came back..please stop:( i have to walk....the road to uni is hilly and sllippery:( you guys in malaysia better be thankful for cars!

Holidays with them:)

The fun is over but the memory stays forever......

That number is a number to remember this month:)

i keep pressing replay and never fail to laugh at that same video again and again.

now that is genuine fun! :) i miss them:(