Ill be your fairy now that i have my YELLOW wand!

Met up with Connie and Jayde after church today.. It was a great girly get-together :D

And Monday begins again...Im on SWOT VAC! Study study study....

Here's an encouragement:

Sometimes when the tough gets going... Remember God never left and He never will :)

Ohhhh and im officially a HOPE member :D

Happy Saturday!

*Happy happy Saturday! Why?? Cause i have been craving for egg tart and i got it fulfilled today!

Thank you for reading...You have destress enough, now go study! :D

Not enough??? Hmmmm... I tell you one random fact!

Meat science is super complicated, i used to think butcher's just catch animal, kill animal, pluck hair,clean dead animal and sell animal.....

I bet you thought so too! Apparently not....

Therefore i have come to a conclusion...

Butchers are smart people..theres a super duper long very extremely complicated process to it. So the next time u see a butcher, dont look down on them coz they have a more amazing brain to memorize all thos complicated process and body part than us!

*Note why i used animal, people nowadays eat almost every kind of animal! =_=

There! Go study now!!! SHOO SHOO

Operation FIT continues...

Another 2.3km accomplished! This time in 15 minutes! WEEEEEE we beat 5 minutes of our previous time! :)

I look sooo pink i dont know why!

The attempt to do 5 arm up and down! cannot do more coz i have a very painful hip sprained and butt muscle pain due to incorrect sit up techniques, too much squash racquet swinging and bending up and down picking balls!

And tada! our up and downs!

Peace to beautiful long and sexy legs

Another party.....

Another good friend turns 20:)

This is us now

This was us a year ago!

We look alot better now yeah?!hahahhahaha

Had a big chocolate cake slice! Oh no! :( I need to do one hundred sit ups tonight! and i mean one hundred!!!

Had an awesome stress it all out squash session with the foodies! and we are doing another 2.3km run tomorrow! Seriously, i think im becoming a sports addict! :D

Food Science practical exam is overrrrrrrr! :D

Should i start studying science,engineering,micro or chem??? hmmmmmmm

Have a blessed day,afternoon,evening and night yo!

The little things

Sometimes it amazes me how God uses the small little things in life to speak right through my hardened heart :D

On this day of your life, Esther, we believe God wants you to know ... that how bad things may look right now means nothing, - it's how good they can be with God's help that counts.
	In life you can absolutely count on one thing, - everything can turn around in one day, in one minute sometimes. Don't you dare to give up, - you might be a moment away from a windfall.

Add oil ahhhh!

Someone special turns 23:)

Happy birthday beautiful!

I never used the term "add oil" till i met you :D

Easily satisfied:D

Sometimes i think i m one of those people who get easily satisfied with things. If you just drop me a simple hello on my facebook wall, i can get pretty generous and start pouring more love on you. Who knows, i might get you something from Brissie.. But but now that i say it here, dont take advantage of me ah! hahaha..

I dont know since when but recently ive become very addicted to running. Stress, go running, loose weight, go running! Perfect weather, go running! :D Today i did 2.3km without stopping! Last year this time i was doing the same thing but with multiple stops in between and it took me 1 hour and 10 minutes. Today i finished in 20 minutes! Happy happy happy! Fats im getting rid of you..haha! Rachel took some photos of proof so lucky you! :D

Beginning.....

End!

and the best achievement is.... "I see the change in you today, more relax! keep it up! :)" (Rachel,2010).

Im coming back to you...

Life,the last few weeks was like sitting on a roller coaster(imagine the part where you go down vertically), i was going down so fast into that deep deep valley. Things started to change and the devil took over. I became full of myself. I was quick to anger and everything came out selfish and not right. If you talked to me, i would secretly think you only care about your self and want to suck up all the advantage you can from me.

I didnt want to go for life group and would make excuses and find all possible reasons to skip lifegroup and church. If people asked about lifegroup, i would tell you that my life dont revolve around lifegroup. I dont have to go all the time. I have a life and can do what i like. Everything started coming out ugly and it felt so hard to love others.

Last night, shepherd talk to sheep and said very encouraging things. It then struck me, why am i doing this? Why am i worrying about my assignments, having slacky attitudes and starting to hate people? Did it satisfy myself? Yeah at some point it did, but that satisfaction did not last long. Soon after im back to being selfish and all the ugly started coming again.This morning i started doing my assignment but it felt too much to handle so i went to the city for some retail therapy. Sorted some things out and came home refreshed. Finished what i wanted to achieve and went for prayer meeting.

Prayer meeting spoke right through my heart. All this while i was without God. God cares and love me..If he can love me for who i am, why cant i love others too. If God can see the beauty in me, why cant i see the beauty in others? I have to repent. I want to replace that ugliness ive develop to something beautiful.

I was reminded by my goals. Early this year, i told myself...i want to grow.. i want to rise up..i want to step out of my comfort zone..I WANT TO LIVE LIFE BEAUTIFULLY and As i look around.. my ex housemates have grown so much..have become leaders and shepherds in their own way. ME??? Making a beautiful disaster.. Still there, being selfish and always wanting to be cared for. Having that childish thought of if you dont care, so do i and i wont come for lifegroup. This has to stop and i must say, i feel extremely refreshed.

From today i will put you first, God... and i know that when i do, all things fall into place at your perfect timing.

"You sound like a new person:)" (Joanne,2010)

Have you gone astray? Come back to HIM today! :D

On this day of your life, Esther, we believe God wants you to know ... that it's time you let go.
	Yes, of course, you want to control so everything happens in just the way you want it. But at the end of the day, we control nothing, - it's all in God's hands, - has always been, and will always be. So, do what you can, and then let go, and let God handle the rest.

Bimbo

Urgh i cannot stand...

1. how bushy my hair is

2.how chubby my cheeks are

3.how crazily my face is breaking out!

30 days 30 days FREAKING 30 days left yo!

ahyooooo i so need to hard core tomorrow onwards!

I think im not gonna smile or laugh for the next 30 days! smiling makes me face go round round chubby chubby! *Esther's theory! :D

Have a goodie goodie week y'all!

*Sorry im abit high tonight:P

Ooooooohhhhh!

Im in LOVE with my new layout!!!!

*Likes liKE SUPER LIKE*

sorry ahhh nothing to update.. life is boring at the moment!

but on the brighter note! I KO-ed...

food chem report

food micro presentation

food engineering assignment

next up....

Last 2 Food chem report

Final Food Engineering assignment

Food Micro assignment

:(

Undo

I've been here before

Now, here I am again

Standing at the door

Praying You'll let me back in

To label me

A prodigal would be

Only scratching the surface

Of who I've been known to be

Turn me around, pick me up

Undo what I've become

Bring me back to the place

Of forgiveness and grace

I need You, I need Your help

I can't do this myself

You're the only one

Who can undo what I've become

I focused on the score

But I could never win

Trying to ignore

A life of hiding my sin

To label me

A hypocrite would be

Only scratching the surface

Of who I've been known to be

Turn me around, pick me up

Undo what I've become

Bring me back to the place

Of forgiveness and grace

I need You, I need Your help

I can't do this myself

You're the only one

Who can undo what I've become

Make every step lead me back to

The sovereign way that You

ishhhh im in need of a LOVE moment :(

Funny

Funny how God works.. You know He's speaking right through your heart when the sermon topic and come home to find multiple friends' facebook status talking about the same thing.I'm sorry but im a little too overwhelmed... Maybe when i set myself straight and when im not too tired with things happening, ill act wisely!

Unit 1

To mark the end of mid sem break, we had a unit 1 girls get together. It was nice just chatting about random stuffs and catching up with whats going on in life and discussing who is gonna get married soon! This time it got abit further..Connie chup to be my children's godmother..HAHAHAHA! One thing i like about Australia is i get alot of girl bonding time.. Like Heng Leong once said,"Your friends in Brisbane all girls one!"

Im coming home sooooooooooon!!!!! weeeeeee so EXCITED! :D

before that, 8 assignments due within 3 weeks and then exams...

8th Nov-Food Science

9th Nov-Food Engineering

13th Nov-Food Microbiology

17th Nov-Food Chem

18th Nov-HOME HOME HOME

19th Nov-Vietnam!!!!!

I have a fully packed study and holiday schedule!!!!!!!! :) its gonna be exciting!

Cannot believe im 6 weeks from ending my 2nd year of uni!!! I survived!!! PROUDNESS

DreamWORLD continues...

More pictures from dreamworld!

With our homemade lunch! Im kindda on a no-carbohydrate and meat diet! 40 days! I must do this! So far so good..

I find this picture cooooool! Pretty girls yeah?

Set of the swinger zinger..I still think the one in Genting flies higher and faster...Maybe coz this one is for kids! but they had extra safety belt...

Manage to sit on the spongebob flypants! The feeling is awesome! Flying,relaxing, just enjoying the temporary freedom!

Meet Kenny the Koala. It was so hard for me to stand and smile.He was shaking his butt left to right!

anddddd Finally...I know i am fatter.. I think 987654321 people from malaysia already told me that!!Thank you thank you for the concern. Fats under construction,don worry! ~~Vegeterian diet, i will conquer you, Promise!

Food Micro exam was not too bad, apart from screwing up their aerobic,anaerobic or microaerobic properties... So exhausted after all the memorizing of chemical microorganism tests!

DreamWORLD

Another trip to Dreamworld. This time with the FOODIES :) Since spring is here! its time to head to Whitewater world! Its so much FUN~ Im not a thriller rider so whitewater world was more bearable:) Totally recommend it!

As usual the photos are up on facebook...and ill only upload those that is not from my camera here....

Me and Tricia! Can you believe she is 14 years...like 6 years younger than me yet she is my height..even slightly taller!!!

This photo reminds me of America's top model! hahaha...syok sendiri!

After the cold and shivering water..the weather wasnt all that great :S

I found the best way to dry your hair in a public toilet! Use the hand dryer! :D

I like how "china doll" i look here..haha!

For my love of YELLOW

At the train station, on the way homeeeeee.......

I have a few more photo's....but ill post them up next time, gotta run to a reunion! :D