un glam is the new word!

my best fren made me this coz he was bored!!!!
nice right? thank god my best fren learn some good stuffs from me..hehehehehhe...
im sooo proud of you!


ive been really busy lately plus i don have anything to blog about..hopefully the coming week ill have something to blog about..pray hard okay?

fireworks

i celebrated new year at the new house this year with my bro and the laptop. zhong-ken and i decided that we wanted to countdown together and the only way was to do it virtually online. We thought we wont be seeing fireworks together but staying at my new house was the right place to celebrate new year! From my room we could see fireworks from mont kiara plaza,kl and also the curve! so yes you should start imagining that at the struck of 12 i was at the window holding my laptop showing the fireworks to him on webcam. he even showed me fireworks from shanghai! so we did get to see fireworks together after all:)

2009 will be a year of ups and downs with lotsa new things and environment to start with.

my resolution for the year would be:
1.repair my spiritual growth
2.start afresh putting long carried burdens aside
3.to keep in contact with the people i cherish most
4.study very very hard
5.maintain a LDR

Blessed New Year everyone!!!!!

2008

Thank you for making 2008 a memorable year:)

Always cherished..never forgotten

blessings on christmas

25 dec 08
Christmas lunch at grandma's..

Changkat view,KL

cuppie cakes:)

with grandma

jie sarah*ee eng*jie chia*ahem*grace

we all love cupcakes!!!!!!

so how did you celebrate your christmas?

im currently staying in my new house:) the picture explains why i don wanna go home!and did i mention its opposite where cindy tay stays!

Jingle all the way..

24 dec 08

Family christmas eve dinner at my place...

its the time of the year where the older people do the work while the younger ones watch them squeeze in the kitchen preparing dinner:)

of honks,motorcycles,pho and shopping

updates about my vietnam trip...ill just post a few here and the rest on facebook:)

sze may.sze huey.sze le

on our way to mekong delta..*the floating market? does that remind you of something you learned in sejarah*
at the rest stop..i bet you its decorated nicely....

group photo

ben.esther

lunch you will never get else where:)

to give you a glimpse on how my 3rd home looks like

dance to the music

Holidays are seriously getting better. Misunderstandings cleared and it feels normal again:) went out to curve today and watched wild child and transporter..Christmas is coming but sadly it feels different this time...Zhong-ken wont be able to spend it with me though(that obviously explains why its different) but well im looking forward to sleep overs and more outings with Jessica who's been my source of advice and patience!

Yes i cut my hair again! Its really short this time...the sacrifices i make:)

vietnam trip soon:)

confession

As i look how things fall into place because there was you i couldn help but fall when it changes suddenly.Everything seem harsh but i try and pick myself up.This feeling is unexplainable.I never felt so sad. i never felt so disappointed.i never cried so bad for the past 17 years of life.i drowned in tears. it was breakdown i couldn hold any longer. it felt painful. it felt sharp.it felt like suicide. but over all,it made me realised how much i loved you and long for you to love me again..

Dear God,

Everything seems wrong and time seems to be the limiting factor.You know how much ive always wanted it since young.Even daddy and mummy is willing to pay that big sum of money to invest on what ive always wanted.But everyday i live in fear, afraid of being a reject and of leaving the ones i love most. I know its a calling from you.but why let so many hindrances go my way?Show me a sign. any sign to choose the right path.Help me prioritize, help me go through this teenage crisis in confidence. help me accept my wrongs and recieve with a will to change from the critiques of life.

Amen..

It looked blue and beautiful on the outside..only the drops of water could connect to the pain it felt inside.

why why why tell me why

My leg hurts:( i tersepak the parquet AGAIN...its blue black...now tell me how to walk gracefully?



girlfren's out of town....boring siao............

pins and needles..

Went out with Jess today:) and other days but i only have pictures for today

We went to be models..haha! and then we ate crab!!!! so grown up rite??? then we went pasar malam and bought pyjamas! its sooooooo cute la....

i cant sleep:(

dont keep my hopes high then crush them down. dont make me happy then leave me stranded coz only i know how much longer i can stand and hide.