Thursday, May 23, 2013
Friday, May 10, 2013
In that still quiet corner
Its been awhile now since i last updated the blog. Tried to blog more often but time seems to crowd in and i always end up just wanting rest, sleep and more sleep. Work is crazy with so much checklists, documents to prepare, calls to make, running around the office getting things done. But im excited. Actually very excited because i have been given the honour of handling and taking charge of my company's new brand. I started from zero and now launching is near. Things are almost done and im just super excited to see how it turns out. Did a write up on the brand today and boss gave me a "good write up" and "good job". Satisfied coz he gave me the task at about 11pm and wanted it by 3pm.Sacrificed lunch time for that. Was super stressed out because im no good in marketing plans and making it sound interesting and hard sell, it felt like uni assignments all over just that no grades just ok or fail. but well i think i did pretty well in the end. Only through God's help:)
Besides, i got a promotion:P Its weird because just days before the promotion i was starting to look for jobs. Thought maybe should move on next year and when i got called for an interview, i was told of the promotion. Is that a sign from God to say its not time yet? i dont know...But im thankful:) Hard work paid off!
Finally switch on the laptop after a few months now and was scrolling through the past emails. Lotsa much loved emails and very encouraging emails. Awesome people im blessed with. Its funny how things turn out to be now but i guess we all grow up and learn to move on. We dont stop loving, we just find new ways to keep living. It was painful when you left, and it still sometimes hurt. Not because im dwelling in it, but the thought of the pain, the amount of tears that flowed, the world that fell apart on me and how God showed me His love and thought me how to love myself more just makes me wanna cry because im touched. Girls, complicated arent they?
Oh and i went for my first citizen task:) Look like an aunty but who cares la, i thought since its like a government thing must wear long long but not true lor, wear as short as possible nobody say anything.LOL
Besides, i got a promotion:P Its weird because just days before the promotion i was starting to look for jobs. Thought maybe should move on next year and when i got called for an interview, i was told of the promotion. Is that a sign from God to say its not time yet? i dont know...But im thankful:) Hard work paid off!
Finally switch on the laptop after a few months now and was scrolling through the past emails. Lotsa much loved emails and very encouraging emails. Awesome people im blessed with. Its funny how things turn out to be now but i guess we all grow up and learn to move on. We dont stop loving, we just find new ways to keep living. It was painful when you left, and it still sometimes hurt. Not because im dwelling in it, but the thought of the pain, the amount of tears that flowed, the world that fell apart on me and how God showed me His love and thought me how to love myself more just makes me wanna cry because im touched. Girls, complicated arent they?
Oh and i went for my first citizen task:) Look like an aunty but who cares la, i thought since its like a government thing must wear long long but not true lor, wear as short as possible nobody say anything.LOL
Friday, February 15, 2013
hello:)
Hello fellow readers.
I wonder if any of you still visit my blog. The blogging aura seemed to have left me a year ago and still have not return. oh wells, its about time i made an interesting come back. BUT i do not promise there will be updates after this. lol.
Life have been exciting so far. Settling down at work. Being an all new kai ma and yes being in a new relationship.
Probably start with relationship? (Thats what everyone wants to know eh?) We have been pretty low profile about it, so dont bother finding the pics on fb.
So yeah, i met this special someone a year ago. Technically we have been friends on fb since 2008 but yeah really got to know each other about a year. Amazingly, we clique, we both love kids, we both love God, we both found what we want in our significant other, sparks flew and a fire lit :P
It wasnt the typical i flirt with you, you flirt with me kind coz we both were so normal we both couldnt tell one liked the other. *usually im quite quick at suspecting but boy was he one tough cookie. Somehow there was some drama with a fan of his and that was how we realised the feelings existed.
Words a side, i bet you are screaming just show me the face lah. LOL
okok here you go...
Below was taken today. Face enlarged due to bad angle but i think we both look happy so i shall sacrifice the fat face:P
He's funny, cute, mature, 2 yrs older, listens to my dressing advice, reminds me to pray for our food, pampers me, lovable, learning to stand up for me and most of all likes to cam whore :P
I wonder if any of you still visit my blog. The blogging aura seemed to have left me a year ago and still have not return. oh wells, its about time i made an interesting come back. BUT i do not promise there will be updates after this. lol.
Life have been exciting so far. Settling down at work. Being an all new kai ma and yes being in a new relationship.
Probably start with relationship? (Thats what everyone wants to know eh?) We have been pretty low profile about it, so dont bother finding the pics on fb.
So yeah, i met this special someone a year ago. Technically we have been friends on fb since 2008 but yeah really got to know each other about a year. Amazingly, we clique, we both love kids, we both love God, we both found what we want in our significant other, sparks flew and a fire lit :P
It wasnt the typical i flirt with you, you flirt with me kind coz we both were so normal we both couldnt tell one liked the other. *usually im quite quick at suspecting but boy was he one tough cookie. Somehow there was some drama with a fan of his and that was how we realised the feelings existed.
Words a side, i bet you are screaming just show me the face lah. LOL
okok here you go...
Introducing J.T Tan
He's funny, cute, mature, 2 yrs older, listens to my dressing advice, reminds me to pray for our food, pampers me, lovable, learning to stand up for me and most of all likes to cam whore :P
Sunday, November 4, 2012
im a legend!
Recently started talking to a friend again. and he said this:
"I havent met anyone who says 'i dont know' as often as you lor. Seriously legend wei you"
hahaha! yay im legendary! :P
"I havent met anyone who says 'i dont know' as often as you lor. Seriously legend wei you"
hahaha! yay im legendary! :P
Thursday, November 1, 2012
November
Time flies! Its november 2012. Havent blogged much this year. Many things have happened, disappointed that i have been too lazy to update.. boo! :(
Anyways, i woke up this morning lying on bed scrolling my fb newsfeed. Multiple posts were about people welcoming november. Couldnt help thinking how my 1st day of november would turn out.
So yesh a day to remember. After fb was toilet where all the drama happened. Stomach was churning like mad and i thought i had food poisoning. Had such an experience lying on the toilet floor and mummy coming in the toilet screaming my name and putting ointment on my forehead afraid i was going to faint. I was going to faint. The pain was madness! Legs were numb and shaky i couldnt stand up. Hands and face turn paled. In return i only told her "i cannot, i cannot stand i need to lie down. very pain!". I took half day off then went to work because im such a workaholic i needed to go to work. haha! I think it was the plain yoghurt i ate the night before. Couldnt take too much probiotics :P
What a way to start november.. Next few days gonna be busy busy with work and work and more work!
Anyways, i woke up this morning lying on bed scrolling my fb newsfeed. Multiple posts were about people welcoming november. Couldnt help thinking how my 1st day of november would turn out.
So yesh a day to remember. After fb was toilet where all the drama happened. Stomach was churning like mad and i thought i had food poisoning. Had such an experience lying on the toilet floor and mummy coming in the toilet screaming my name and putting ointment on my forehead afraid i was going to faint. I was going to faint. The pain was madness! Legs were numb and shaky i couldnt stand up. Hands and face turn paled. In return i only told her "i cannot, i cannot stand i need to lie down. very pain!". I took half day off then went to work because im such a workaholic i needed to go to work. haha! I think it was the plain yoghurt i ate the night before. Couldnt take too much probiotics :P
What a way to start november.. Next few days gonna be busy busy with work and work and more work!
Loves xx
Monday, October 1, 2012
Change
It just hit me that i need a change. Like a serious C H A N G E. Some thing is happening spiritually and starting to affect physical too.
Probably was too engrossed with work and too well adapted to the malaysian lifestyle. God seems out of the picture. Enthusiasm, passion, purpose fading away.
There is a need for joy. Real joy.
"Charm is deceptive, beauty is fleeting, but the women who fears the Lord is to be praised."
Proverbs 31:30
I miss Brisbane, UQ8 and most likely in need of the slow and relaxed lifestyle for a while.
Because from this:
i am now this:
Aged much, unwanted flabbiness appearing..
Its about time i make time for exercise and quiet time....
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
Rainy cool day
Today's cooling rainy weather reminded me of australia. Mainly one. Walking to the bus stop, the insanely cold weather, jumping around and warming hands in the pocket. The feeling i had at that time probably wasnt the best but a great reminder of endurance.
A day of reminders indeed.....
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Blessed friendships..
Hate to admit it, but i actually miss Brisbane..
especially the foodie girls..
and my two heart to heart talk sisters..
Thursday, July 12, 2012
In that work place..
Its been some time since i last blogged. Wonder if there is anyone who still bothers coming to read my dead temporarily blog? Anyways, yess it has been a long time because even the blog layout has changed and even to post this up here, i had trouble looking for the icon! Hah!
Thought it would be a good day to put down what have really happened since march. Well ALOT! from work to family to relationship and friendship.
So i have started this journey as a working adult for four months now? Its been an amazing journey and i know it really is a blessing from God. It was challenging at first because of language and communication and just feeling lost in a new environment! but thankfully he has placed good colleagues which help me to fit in and always helping me out when im totally lost! Even the boss occasionally calls me into his room and checks if everything is ok! Most of all, God instills this passion and motivation within me, thus there was rarely or almost none a time where i dreaded to work! Yess thats how amazing it has been!
After four months and getting all adapted, i actually was offered a job by one of my company's biggest customer. Honestly it is tempting, being all young and wanting to reach a higher salary or a higher position within a short period of time but that probably is really just the surface. I thought about it and really did consider it seriously but i guess there was no peace in me. I could have resigned and take up that offer and within two weeks ill be there but is that what responsibility is all about? You can say i am naive and dont know what working life is. Yes i may not know it, but i do know that God has called us to be in the market place for a reason: to be a light in darkness. I just felt that my principle of life should be to practice humility, respect, integrity and loyalty wherever i am right now. It would be difficult to see my boss again in the future which i know i will since he goes there for meetings and also the business relationship between the two companies would be somehow a tension. Although the current's company's lost of business wouldnt concern me much, it probably is the Holy Spirit's prompting to do what i do now: to reject the offer.
Possibly its not the time yet and i strongly believe that God loves me and know what is best for me. I trust that opportunities like this will come again one day when im more ready!
So to sum up work it would be a revelation and a testimony of how God really fits Jeremiah 29:11 into my life..
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Okies i have to go now, ill try to update about the other areas of my life soon!
May you be blessed by today's sharing:)
Thought it would be a good day to put down what have really happened since march. Well ALOT! from work to family to relationship and friendship.
So i have started this journey as a working adult for four months now? Its been an amazing journey and i know it really is a blessing from God. It was challenging at first because of language and communication and just feeling lost in a new environment! but thankfully he has placed good colleagues which help me to fit in and always helping me out when im totally lost! Even the boss occasionally calls me into his room and checks if everything is ok! Most of all, God instills this passion and motivation within me, thus there was rarely or almost none a time where i dreaded to work! Yess thats how amazing it has been!
After four months and getting all adapted, i actually was offered a job by one of my company's biggest customer. Honestly it is tempting, being all young and wanting to reach a higher salary or a higher position within a short period of time but that probably is really just the surface. I thought about it and really did consider it seriously but i guess there was no peace in me. I could have resigned and take up that offer and within two weeks ill be there but is that what responsibility is all about? You can say i am naive and dont know what working life is. Yes i may not know it, but i do know that God has called us to be in the market place for a reason: to be a light in darkness. I just felt that my principle of life should be to practice humility, respect, integrity and loyalty wherever i am right now. It would be difficult to see my boss again in the future which i know i will since he goes there for meetings and also the business relationship between the two companies would be somehow a tension. Although the current's company's lost of business wouldnt concern me much, it probably is the Holy Spirit's prompting to do what i do now: to reject the offer.
Possibly its not the time yet and i strongly believe that God loves me and know what is best for me. I trust that opportunities like this will come again one day when im more ready!
So to sum up work it would be a revelation and a testimony of how God really fits Jeremiah 29:11 into my life..
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Okies i have to go now, ill try to update about the other areas of my life soon!
May you be blessed by today's sharing:)
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Inspiration from the shower
Its been awhile since i last blogged! suddenly felt like blogging so i thought ok i shall blog about something before the "passion" fades away or before i start feeling too lazy to blog.
So from the pictures i have been uploading on fb, most would already know im working part time at a kindy.. and there is a lot of foreign extremely cute kids! :D
My favourite ang moh cutie pie #1: Sophie!
Harry
Always wants her mummy: Giselle
Mena
Mexican Alvaro:D
Gonna miss the place when i leave in 2 weeks :( Seriously, with kids like these, how to not miss?
YESSS birthday wish got granted earlier this year! :P
Got a job before i turn 22:D
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