Even through the rain, the rainbow appears after

You tend to remember the existence of your blog during the down periods of your life. It happened when i was 21, and i probably feel it coming in 25.

I thought i had overcome. I thought i am stronger. But the scar will forever be a scar. And now it feels like the stitches are loose and the pain flows through.

No appetite.
Just want to be alone.
No reason to smile.
Feeling suffocated.
Tears flowing like a river.

This definitely were the symptoms. And its happening again.

Teach me to love myself more.