I have always known, one of my many weakness is my emotion. My emotional roller coasters do drive me up and down and can over take how i am.Day to day i try to change and gain control over my emotions. I know if i don't change, the people around me will suffer. And the person who suffers most will definitely be zhong-ken.
Talking to my shepherd really brought me back to light, and teach me to persevere and that it is not impossible to change the way im being attacked by emotions.Although i know it is not an overnight ke-ching "i am fully changed" thing, i will learn to be willing to change. I want to and need to be a better person.
I am thankful ive finally got my feelings over and am ready to trust again.Im sorry dearr for being such a pain today:( i will learn to change and be more lovable. Thank you for deciding to do what i really needed to gain that trust again.
"There is radiance in every women's heart that the world desperately needs"
Captivating by John and Stasi Eldredge
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